I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything

What have I become? My sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears
you are someone else I am still right here

What have I become? My sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
If I could start again a million miles away
I would keep myself - I would find a way

guitar: Geronimo
vocals: Doc Rock